I am strangely calm. I was so full of rage and anger yesterday, but now… I feel like I am at peace with everything that has happened. There is nothing I can do to change the past and frankly, everything does happen for a reason. I don’t know what this reason is, but eventually I will realize what the universe is trying to tell me. Sometimes I am a bit slow.

I received a job offer today. I have been posting my resume on numerous job boards and send out emails and apply online constantly. I know exactly what I am looking for, and keeping it fairly quiet because I don’t want to jinx myself. Yes, I am one of those superstitious people. Since I am taking my time with this and not rushing, when it does happen, it will be right. If it takes a year, so be it, I will be that much further ahead in my schooling. I didn’t take the job offer because it was too far and in Accounting. I can not stand accounting. After this class I am in, I will be able to do it correctly, but I am more of a data entry, talk to clients, vendors, the ups man type of worker. I like to interact. Not so much with accounting. However, my resume is getting out there and its great!

Patience. I just have to work on my patience a bit more and sit tight. I have a feeling good things will be coming my way soon. I just have to work hard, and stick with it. I can achieve anything if I try hard enough.


5 thoughts on “Calm.

      1. We all have those feelings. I don’t knoow where you live but here in Spain it is o445hrs and I’ve got to crash out now. If you reply I will answer tomorrow 🙂

  1. Hi Isma (I’ll call you that if I may?). I am in the mountains 40 miles north of Gibraltar. Too hot today 104deg+. I like Spain but wish I was a few years younger.
    I spent 6 months with friends in Julian (apple pie country) 60miles inland of San Diego in 1986. Lost their address, not on Google.
    Where are you then?

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